loitering into the Adult-territories.
i resent this
adult world thats unforgiving,
conniving and less than sympathetic.
not that this is any different from the
kid world,
but adults have the ability to
amplify their displeasures a thousandfold
by seeming like they make a hell lot of sense.
kids who attempt this cant carry
it off, and most times end up
spurting ridiculous nonsense
thats easier to ignore.
the sudden invalidity of privileges like
the Benefit Of Doubt, Child Fares,
and Forgiveness are
also hard to swallow.
judging from some
decisions made by Friends,
it seems to me that they
are in a
hurry to enter adulthood.
why.
ageing is sad.
i remember being Great.
at one point in my life i was
the yes-man,
i was nice.
i was not irritable.
but ageing is also interesting,
you go from cutesy to angsty
to resigned then jaded.
now that im quite over angst,
im mostly resigned.
these days
i take the laissez faire
approach in socialising,
and keep myself the least
updated of recent happenings.
its a far cry from the
prying creature
who had something to say in everyone's
matters that i was
some years back.
on the upside
because of the apathy that i am
training myself to be conditioned to,
i have become civil towards people
who are terribly different from me.
i am not only tolerant of these
people who, in my opinion, are strange
(encompasses a wide deal of people
ive met in these recent years)
i am able to interact with them
a la Friends Forever.
im excited to know
what i'll be capable of in
another couple of years
:D
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